Happy New Year, Welcome 2023

Happy New Year to each and every one of the people reading this post. It's been a while since I've written a post on this blog and over 3 weeks since I shared a post. I ended up taking some time off as my mental health deteriorated and I needed to focus on my life just a little.

Just like last year in 2022, I started the year off alone and miserable. I worked my second long day shift in a row and finished late, so didn't get home until half past 8. I was originally meant to be going over to my cousin's for a few hours, to bring in the new year with her in laws, but after a stressful shift and feeling quite down already, I didn't think I would be the best person to socialise with and didn't want to bring their mood down with it.

I ended up coming home with Domino's takeaway. Watching Young Sheldon whilst eating and then heading to my room. I cried in bed for a while - what's new - and scrolled through TikTok before calling it a night before 10pm. I ended the year just as I started it, alone and miserable. I hope this year is a better year for me. I really need it to be... 

What are you most looking forward to in 2023?